I can avoid questioning God about what happened to us, especially when my mother got ill. He doesn’t even give us a chance to have time with my mother.
She just died suddenly without saying goodbye. That was the most hurtful experience I experience. Wondering what my mother’s last word was for us, for her children.
I know she no longer suffered but the pain of thinking that we don’t have a mother anymore breaks my heart so much. 
God may be seen as working through other people to help those who are suffering. This could be through medical professionals, caregivers, or family members and friends.
I know God has a purpose why it happens to your life. He wants you to be strong even without your mother.
Sending hugs and love to you Douglas.
I hope you will be alright with the right time.
May God give you comfort and embrace you.
Remember that everything happen in our lives has a purpose.