Are miracles real?
Why do we suffer and struggle?
We struggling a lot especially with finances.
Why God allows us to struggle if only we had money, I wish we could have taken our mom to the hospital early so that she can be treated, I wish she was still alive. I hope she is still with us. We ate together with her and we still talk to her every day. Why is it painful to accept that our mother is no longer in this world? 
It hurts to think that you no longer have a mother to ask for help and your source of strength from if you have difficulties.