They thought I had no problem, because I always laughed, even when I wanted to cry.
They thought I don’t have a problem because they could easily ask me for advice and cheer me up, but I can’t cheer up myself, I always tell others that I can do it, you can overcome my hardship, and keep fighting. You can survive, you can also overcome all your trials in life.
Despite those smiles and advice, I was the one who is so tired of fighting. 