Honestly, I don’t have an idea what I am going to do. I am battling with my anxiety right now. But after listening to the sermon in our church, it reminds me that God has started to move and mold my heart so I need to endure the pain. Right now, I don’t even know the Lord’s reason why he allowed me to experience this thing where I was hurt so much, but now I am cleared that everything is part of His love and telling me that he is molding me and there would be the best plan he prepared for me where I first need to become a stronger person.
And praying to the Lord that next time, he will also give me my right another half that I am the one he asked and prayed to the Lord for.