It feels like I am in a constant tug of war with myself. The side knows there are hope and life beyond these hopeless feelings, and the part of me feels like there is no use in trying. I am struggling with the things that I did. My thoughts feel darkened, and my body is exhausted.Pray that I can revive my spirit from within and renew my thoughts. Pray that God gives me eyes to see the hope that he provides me that can overcome my greatest battles. Please, for me. Thank you, and God bless