I could use some prayer . Life has been a struggle for just over a year now . I guess I have struggled with depression for many years … I have always prayed and had faith in God and attend church regularly for the most part .
Last year , the new landlord of the place I felt at home kicked me out due to my mental health . I was homeless and my own family here in town left me on my own . I found a low income apartment that was cold throughout last winter . I didn’t want to be there another winter . The new property company that took over the new place said they hadn’t been receiving my rent check in the mail . I find myself homeless again .
I keep praying for a place to go home to but the only housing available for low income is not that great . I did get part time work at out airport … it is not ideal in terms of hours and pay rate . I feel like I can do more work … I have a college degree and I am pretty smart to figure things out ( due to my aspergers / autism ) .
I don’t know if I’ll ever afford a place to go home to … I’m really tired of being alone here and low income too with nothing much to do .
I’ve had some ideas here … but I am not sure if my ideas are exactly relevant or maybe go against how the church seems to function these days .