Battling with depression since day 1 of my life. Everyone leaves me whenever I am fighting my anxiety. I gain weight, I’m always awake, and my mind is always occupied with what if’s in life and questions. It’s tiring to take risks especially when you know that it’s the people close to you who make you feel like you can’t do it.
I get closer to God and surrender all my grievances and my sadness. He never gets tired of listening to me.
I’m not okay yet, but I’ll try to be okay for the people who believe in and trust me. Please guide me Lord in the decisions I will make. I’m so tired of being used, My life is worthless Lord☹️ Please forgive me when I thought to let go.