Last year, I went through a severe depression.
I gave up serving God, also because of shame. Because we know that if we are a disciple of God and a standing worship leaders in the church in the eyes of people we have no right to make mistakes. And because of that, I let go of God because of shame.
Because I don’t want to hear many hurtful words from people around me. It even got to the point where I just wanted to disappear from the world, but thanks to my family, pastors, and church members because they never give up on me!
Now, I can say that I am happy serving God with all I am! That no matter what problems I face, I will face them firmly and bravely because I have God to cling to. And if anyone makes a mistake as long as we are humble to him wholeheartedly and ask for forgiveness, he will wholeheartedly accept it!
Never give up. Just keep watch and Guard our faith.