As I got older, I thought a lot about life. I thought about how to give my children a promising future. When I was thinking about those things, I forgot that my family was waiting for me. I just remembered the true meaning of happiness because of my focus on material things. Since then, the calmness of myself everything has disappeared. Because I expected something that I thought would make my family happy, those were not temporary.
After that, I realized that I had forgotten the Lord. I asked for his forgiveness, and I returned to the Lord.