Lord, I am thankful that You lead me and kept me away from harm. I admit that I often disobey You. There are also times when I walk away because of my sin, guilt, and shame. Forgive me, Lord Jesus. Please change my heart and mind. I want to have a new life and a true relationship with You. Amen
I will pray for you Russel, may God guide and bless you always. Be patient with yourself and seek support from trusted individuals or resources as you work towards the change you desire.