I have been saved many times by my faith in You Lord.
If my Faith was shallow, I might not have been able to handle it. The weight and fatigue that my chest has been carrying for several years, I was able to face it all and I’m still trying to cope with You as my ally, only You, Lord. So when I almost have a breakdown again, I go to church and talk to you earnestly while crying. I feel so empty oh God. I’m begging you, don’t leave me alone. Give me enough strength to win this, save me from drowning.
My body hardly gives me any rest, I haven’t slept properly for a week. No amount of sleep nor tears can relieve my emotions or maybe it’s just more triggered due to being awake.
My God, I wanna see myself better than this, better than who I am today.
Lord accompany me with this so that I can overcome this.
I can’t do this alone, I can’t do this without You.
Please save me, help me to get up again.