I let God work in my life and be the center of my life

There are times that I decided to end my life, because of the struggles that I experienced.
But God never allows me to do that thing. He always sends someone to help me when my life is a mess.
When I think about what I did before, I told myself that I am insane about that things.
Because I don’t have the right to end my life. God give me a life in this world so He should be the right one who decides what is right for me.

From the day that I realized that all I did is not right. I decided to follow the will of God or the plan of God in my life. I let God work in my life and be the center of my life.