I am struggling my faith

Sometimes I am not in the mood to go to church, or I am not in the mood to listen to the preacher in our church. I don’t know what is the reason but I feel like I do not belong to our church, we are not close to my fellow believers, and I don’t know also the reason.
That’s why sometimes I’ll choose to stay in our house than go to church.

I am trying my best to be close to them but I felt that they are avoiding me.
can someone give me some advice on what I am going to do?
I want my faith to grow and to know God more. And also become closer to my family in the church.
How can I fix this problem?