You are the only one who trusted me, Lord.
Although people can also be Trusted as time goes by with just one mistake all their trust is gone.
When the time came when I lost confidence in myself. I don’t know what and where I can be, it’s like darkness is all around, I am engulfed by sadness, my thoughts, and the feeling is so heavy. I don’t understand myself. I don’t feel safe anymore, even with myself.
It’s hard to fight my thoughts, I don’t even know where they come from, I heard someone murmuring in my thoughts.
Saying that I shouldn’t trust people around me.
“LORD I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE”