It’s hard to be the firstborn, you always have to be the one to take part and help with family problems. Sometimes I forget that I am the one who makes the difficult decisions about things.
You need to put aside your wants first because your priority is your family.
There are times you forgot to take care of yourself and enjoy the things that you want in life because you always think of your responsibility.
But despite all this hardship, God is my strength, I know with His power I can be able to do all this.