Asking God's forgiveness

I cried because I realized that I don’t know how to be contented with the things that God has given and done for me.
I’m always looking for something that are align with God’s plan.
I always resisting God’s plan for me.
I always choose my wants, then God’s plan for me.
I’m always looking for something better or wanting more things, without knowing that everyday life is the ultimate blessing.

I am sorry Lord God, for all the mistakes that I’ve done to you.
I know I am worth it to you because I did a lot of sins.
But I am still hoping for our forgiveness.